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My Weakness Remains
Published on September 24, 2005 By MasonM In Blogging
I twisted my bum leg today improperly stepping on the edge of a section of ground where there was a divide between "lawn" and "path" (all of a 2 inch diference). It hurt like crazy and really set my still-healing hip into incredible pain.

I've been limping badly ever since. I fnished my shift (another 4 hours) and started my ride home. Usually the 4 mile ride home is an easy and enjoyable ride and even helps my hip feel better. Tonight it was murder. I wound up stopping at the local pub to rest it a bit. I know, likely excuse. But I really HAD to stop. The pain was amazing.

I spent a little time at the pub, hoping a couple of beers might relax me and ease the pain, but no luck there so I pedaled my way on home.

I was really looking forward to doing some long distance riding over the weekend but now I'm not so sure I will be riding at all.

I have some heavy duty narcotics left over, but I hate taking them as I view it as a weakness. I am considering taking them and hoping that the hip (when I say hip I basically mean everything below the waist) will feel better in the morning.

As much as I hate drugs and chemicals, sometimes you just have to fall back on them and hope for the best. This sucks.

Comments
on Sep 24, 2005
As much as I hate drugs and chemicals, sometimes you just have to fall back on them and hope for the best. This sucks.

Pain sucks even more!
As long as you are using these pills only when needed and not 'getting off' on them you are OK. A weekend without pain is not too much to ask for... and if those pills help...go for it!
on Sep 24, 2005
Yeah, I know. I just dislike depending on drugs. I wound up taking some and it eased it enough for me to get a couple of hours sleep.
on Sep 24, 2005
. I just dislike depending on drugs.


Mason, you've done months without any pain meds. You're not 'depending' on them. Now if you HAD to take them to make it through the day, every day, then you might have a dependency. But once in 5 or 6 months? Nowhere near that.
on Sep 24, 2005
You're not 'depending' on them. Now if you HAD to take them to make it through the day, every day, then you might have a dependency. But once in 5 or 6 months? Nowhere near that.


Karen... you took the words right off my keyboard
on Sep 24, 2005
You're both correct and I appreciate the comments.

Just my hard-headed nature, I suppose. The pain meds did help some last night, but I won't be taking any more. I just don't care for the way they make me feel. It's down to a tolerable level now.

I took a slow, leisurely ride around town just checking out the sights and stopping here and there to chat with people. It was relaxing and did help loosen up the hip a bit. Now for some nice "do nothing" rest time.

Tomorrow I'm going to do a tune-up on my bike as I think the new shifter cable is probably finished it's break-in stretching by now.