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The Best Laid Plans
Published on June 3, 2004 By MasonM In Blogging
I headed out on the Appalachian Trail as planned. The first day and night went pretty well, hiked several miles and found a great spot to set up camp. There was a pretty good storm that first night but the tent held up well.

The second day was another story. I have had a bad back for quite some time now which gives me a great deal of trouble. It is the main reason I had to quit my job. Driving a truck was causing me far too much pain, to the point I could hardly walk on some days. The bad back also causes my balance to be somewhat less than it should be and that is where my trouble began.

I was hiking along a narrow ridge, doing the best I could to maintain a decent pace and balance when I tripped on a tree root. I was unable to regain my balance and fell, bounced,, rolled and slid about 500 yards down the side of the mountain. I found a lot of briars, bushes, and a couple of trees on the way down. I got scratched, cut, and banged up pretty good and my back was in terrible pain.

I lay there for about an hour trying to decide if I was going to be able to move and climb back up or start blowing my whistle for help. Finally I was able to get myself up and climb slowly back up onto the ridge. I stripped some of the heavier stuff out of my pack (some I lost during the fall) and hiked back down into town.

I am back home again, bruised and in extreme pain in my back, ribs, and both arms. It will take a while to heal up before I can leave again. My girlfriend still wants to break up (another reason I left) but for now I am back here with her until I can figure out what to do next. Obviously my back is not going to allow me to follow my original plan. And, I hate to admit, neither will my age. *sigh* . As my girlfriend said after she came and picked me up, "Your not 16 any more". Ouch.

So at this point I am battered, bruised, and injured. Unemployed. With my back condition I have no idea what I can possibly do for employment any more and I know they'll never give me disability without spending thousands I don't have on lawyers and doctors. I have no idea what to do now. I can't sit, stand, or lie down for any length of time without extreme pain in my back and right leg so what kind of job could I possibly do now? Trucking was my last option and now I am no longer able to do that. Could a person's life be more screwed up?

Comments
on Jun 03, 2004
Shit.that sucks! I'm sorry, that's a bitch..man , and ur girlfriend's comment- that is really kicking you when ur down stuff...what's that quote? "What sorrows come they come not single spies but in battalions" hope things pick up soon, I'm sure they will, they usually do. Hope ur back gets better real soon too!!

Oh yeah, and I'm not denying shaving is a pain in the ass, but when ur a girl, kissing a guy with stubble hurts!

Love Dyl xx
on Jun 03, 2004
*When* even.damn typos.
on Jun 03, 2004
Dyl, I'm sure the stubble does get a bet paimfull. I passed that stubble stage a long time ago and am into the combing it stage now

Hope ur back gets better real soon too!!


Thanks. I honestly don't think it will ever be better again. Have had back problems, surgery, etc... for years. One learns to live with it I suppose but some days it's really hard when hobbling around on a cane like a 90 year old. Such is life. Thanks for the comments, I was beginning to think nobody gave a damn.
on Jun 03, 2004
MasonM-

Sorry your orginal plan didn't work out. I'm sure that while you are recuperating your back, you will think of a wonderful direction for your life! Good luck and Get Better Soon!
on Jun 03, 2004
Thanks Shades.
on Jun 03, 2004
Oh man!

Back pain is possibly the worst and most crippling kind of pain. I feel for you. You must be a pretty strong person to have trekked back to town following a fall like that. And I don't mean physical strength. You said you lay there wondering whether you could do it yourself or if you had to call for help? Most people would have used the whistle.

While everything have gone to sh*t for you for the time being, strength and determination like this will get you through. You will find an alternative that works for you because, like you lying at the bottom of that hill, you will force yourself to get up and find your way out.

I hope that things get better sooner rather than later. Keep us updated!
Suz
on Jun 03, 2004
Appreciate it Suz. Thanks
on Jun 03, 2004
sounds like someone's trying to talk to ya...