A bunch of useless crap
Published on June 23, 2007 By MasonM In Blogging
I'm going to have to lay off the beer, at least for the time being. Being as alcohol is a depressant I really shouldn't be drinking it right now anyway. Last night I had a few and all it really did was make me feel bad, depressed, and I also blew a week long quit and started smoking again. I think the smart thing would be to just lay off it at least until this thing settles and I am fully feeling better again.

I did write a piece last night, basically a writing exercise that helps get things out, a bit of self therapy if you will. I hadn't intended for it to post to the forums but it did. A couple of people expressed concern about it. It was just a writing exercise, and they shouldn't be concerned although I do appreciate it. It shouldn't have gone to the forums in the first place.

I'm at the Iowa 80 truck stop in Walcott, IA. It's the biggest truck stop in the world and has about 800 truck parking spots. It also has an amazing amount of shopping inside. They also have free WiFi service. I'm going to at least pick up some new chrome hubcaps for my steer wheels while I am here.

Time to go inside and see what kind of goodies they have this time around.

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on Jun 23, 2007
I KNEW Cows with Guns was disturbing, but I didn't know you wrote it.

Actually, didn't see that post, glad I missed it. I wouldn't want to have worried about you. You're by far the coolest knitting, non-smoking trucker ever.

I've never been to that big of a truck stop before. The biggest ones I go to are usually the rest areas on 90 from New York over to Indiana. It's worth it to pay the tolls when you have a baby in the back seat, and need to know there will be a place to stop. Though before the baby we used to take 80 through Pennsylvania, which has a couple big ones if I recall correclty.
on Jun 23, 2007
I KNEW Cows with Guns was disturbing, but I didn't know you wrote it.






I wouldn't want to have worried about you. You're by far the coolest knitting, non-smoking trucker ever.


Thanks.

Truck stops come in all sizes from the tiny little fuel stops with little to no parking to huge places like this one. This one is a two story building with all sorts of shopping, regular restaurant, and a few fast food places in it. It's like a trucker's mall.
on Jun 23, 2007
I didn't see it Mason.

Hope you are feeling better.

Beer doesn't depress me, but gives me an awful headache for some reason. Even when I just drink two over a couple hours.

I have a friend who quit smoking some years ago. She couldn't drink for about a year because she associated having a drink and smoking together. She said it was too hard, but she did eventually start drinking again and she is still a non smoker.

I know you can do it Mason. You seem like a man who has a formidable will when desiring something.
on Jun 23, 2007
Thanks Tova. Alcohol is a strong trigger for smoking, but it can also be a powerful trigger for depression. That's a double whammy for me at the moment so it's best to lay off for a while. It's not like I need to drink or that I drink to excess, but I do enjoy a cold one now and again. But it's best for my health right now.
on Jun 23, 2007
So where are you planning to go to have your knitting fawned over by all the beautiful ladies now?
on Jun 23, 2007

So where are you planning to go to have your knitting fawned over by all the beautiful ladies now?


There's always the truck stop
on Jun 23, 2007
Has there been an influx of beautiful ladies to the truck stops lately?
on Jun 23, 2007
Sometimes it's good to get things off your chest and I understand why you write it. It's good to also realise when it's time to take a break from something.
on Jun 24, 2007
I'm glad everything is okay. I was worried about you. Take care of you.

on Jun 24, 2007
Hey you could always switch to O'douls. I've never tried the stuff but hey maybe it's delish.
on Jun 24, 2007

Has there been an influx of beautiful ladies to the truck stops lately?


There are usually one or two at least.
on Jun 24, 2007

Sometimes it's good to get things off your chest and I understand why you write it. It's good to also realise when it's time to take a break from something.


Thanks. Yeah the writing it out is better than acting it out.
on Jun 24, 2007

I'm glad everything is okay. I was worried about you. Take care of you.






Yeah I know you were, and I appreciate it. Like I said though, it was just a means of getting it out and shouldn't have gone to the forums anyway.


Hey you could always switch to O'douls. I've never tried the stuff but hey maybe it's delish.


Yeah I thought of that. I've had it before and it's not bad at all.
on Jun 24, 2007
Still hoping for the best on the non-smokin' part.  On the alcohol part I can understand your thoughts about it serving as a trigger, and working against you as a depressant.  Hopefully later you'll be able to enjoy a drink now and then without feeling the need to light up.  If not, then you'll be saving money from beer and cigs and perhaps you can put it all to more fun toys that will keep you perked up
on Jun 25, 2007

Hey you could always switch to O'douls. I've never tried the stuff but hey maybe it's delish.



Yeah I thought of that. I've had it before and it's not bad at all.

I prefer the amber, but it is hard to find.

Good luck on your tee totalling.  I have switched to ODouls, cause I dont want the alcohol, but like the taste. (Actually, my GUT does not want the alcohol!).

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