A bunch of useless crap
Published on May 21, 2007 By MasonM In Blogging
I got up at 5:00 am Central time so that I would have time to get a cup of coffee and make delivery on time. I have to say that this quitting smoking thing is going to be harder than I thought it would be. I caved this morning and bought a pack. This is going to be tough but I'll keep trying. It seems mornings are going to be the hardest for me

I made delivery on time. The place is really small and getting in a out of the place was a bear, but I managed it. They unloaded their pieces and I came down to the little travel center I passed on my way in. Some travel center. They have signs posted all over the place saying "no over night truck parking". WTF? Where do these idiots think the drivers are going to park to get some sleep? I really hate places like this. I had planned to get a bite to eat here, but screw them I'll wait and spend my money elsewhere.

I called in to dispatch to let them know my first stop was delivered. As I suspected they are looking around to see if there is anything I can load while I am here to bring back with me. That's ok by me, it just means a little more money in my pocket, but I'm sure the guy in WI is probably getting anxious to have his machine delivered. If I have to mess around picking up soemthing he won't get his delivery until tomorrow morning. Oh well.

The saga continues.

Comments
on May 21, 2007

5am Central - hmmm, that is 6am real time, right?

(Just kidding for you CDT folks! )

on May 21, 2007
on May 21, 2007
I tossed out the pack of smokes I bought this morning. Damn I hate wasting money! But I have doubled my resolve to quit. Now I know that mornings are going to be tough for a while. It was a nasty surprise and minor setback, nothing more.

I've reset my quit counter over at Quitnet, and while I am disappointed in myself for caving so easily, I know now what to expect in the mornings. I can be damn stubborn when I want to be and I know I can do this.

I gave myself a nice hard mental kick in the ass, and am starting over again on quitting as of about 20 minutes ago.